Feel like am always 2 steps away from being a real adult. The inner child in me seems to fully in control and won't let go. When will my personal evolution be complete, I simply don't know. My responsibilities have increased over the years, but I still act like a child in a lot of instances. Am not sure if this is normal for a male to stay entrenched in kiddie land for this long or if I have to pop some pills and grow up.

Its worrisome that am not serious about a lot of things, I even thought of a term for my condition/disease/malaise - Maturation Saturation. With my current debilitation, am not able to continue the process of personal evolution and am stuck with the body of an unhealthy man and the mind of a teenager(Maybe. I dont know what teens do nowadays). I am for the most part comfortable with my silly and simplistic thoughts, but certainly would like to move on and start being bossy with the younger folk. I certainly would like to start using phrases like "When I was a kid, I did this, that etc" or "In those days, I used to walk 10 miles to go to school" and also "Thumbs up was a better cola than what you guys drink nowadays"

If there are other fellow debilitated males or females who seem to be stuck, let me know how and when this condition will pass over.

Don't get me wrong, by no means am I retarded or mentally challenged (I haven't seen a psychiatrist about this, this is merely an assumption that I am not).

PS: I touched my feet today, but the knees were bent quite a bit.